No more work for a while

Haven't had the best of times lately, which for me must mean things are pretty damn bad. It's irritating to know that your life is, ostensibly, a good one. I bet there's a billion people who wouldn't mind trading.

Nevertheless, I have had a few Doctor's appointments and counselling sessions over the past few weeks. I have been signed off work, my medication doubled, and a referral to the mental health team/psychiatrist to look forward to. Yay.

I got up today, feeling crap. And I know I'll feel a bit better as the day goes on, but it's so frustrating. I've been productive, yet still feel low. Why can't I just control my moods a little bit? You know... Like a normal person.