Me, Myself, and Status updating

In the past, and at my lowest points, I took to writing regular "rants" in a similar blog style on myspace. However, once I thought my demons had been overcome I deleted that myspace account, and with it all my ramblings from the darkest depths of my mind.

In a way I wish I hadn't done that, as I often feel the urge to look back and reflect, perhaps to make me feel better, perhaps worse, but ultimately just to remember how I felt back then.

Since then, I have become an almost Facebook "addict" and regularly updated status with my most blunt of thoughts and feelings. I have restrained from doing that lately as far more people see my facebook statuses (Statusi!?) than ever read my myspace blogs, and actually start to realise that maybe I am actually a little bit psychotic, and not the calm (sometimes grumpy) individual I try so hard to appear to be.

Here are my most recent, and relatively tame statuses:
(I really am restrained. Honest)
Today


Tony is the most psychotic of swans.11:33pm



Tony feels low.10:03pm



Tony is off to feed the George...5:32pm


Yesterday


Tony has a migraine.7:52pm




Tony can't relax let alone sleep! Always having more than one concurrent train of thought is annoying, but more than 2 is simply ridiculous...12:02am


July 9


Tony needs sleep...1:47am

July 8


Tony is offering £100 for a lift from Luton!!!!!10:42am



Tony has missed his flight. Fuck.9:36am

July 7


Tony will be in Auschwitz and Birkenau today.2:11pm




Tony is off to auschwitz with a stereotyping plum!10:26am


July 5


Tony is in Krakow, with the sunshine!10:48am




Tony is up, and off to the airport...4:48am


July 4


Tony is already at work. Long day ahead, and an early flight after :(.7:35am


July 2


Tony is yawning constantly.8:21pm

July 1


Tony is a bit bored, waiting in A&E. I thought this was all in the past!!3:34pm


June 30


Tony is full of fajitas!!!7:10pm


June 29


Tony didn't gain much comfort from the bad food.10:26pm



Tony is comfort eating.8:33pm


June 28


Tony is quite comfy, and relaxed.12:24pm


June 27


Tony does, ashamedly, like the 'Grease' soundtrack..!8:53pm




Tony Thought butlins was rough. He wasn't wrong.6:35pm




Tony is in 1st gear, still in Weston...4:03pm




Tony is off to Butlins. Hmmmmm...3:20pm


June 26


Tony loves coffee, and doesn't care that it's bad for him!12:32pm


June 25


Tony is, unexpectedly, on his way to see Bon Jovi!4:32pm


June 23


Tony is in bed...Zzzz...10:53pm

June 22


Tony starts from square one again today...11:54pm




Tony is in bed already.9:54pm



Tony is watching the AMERICAN Life on Mars! Weird.1:11pm


June 20


Tony is not impressed with the grey skies.3:42pm

June 19


Tony is a in permanent state of cognitive dissonance.11:45pm




Tony is in bed.11:38pm




Tony doesn't generally give long answers to closed questions ;).11:06pm



Tony is going to be lazy and indulgent this summer's eve...7:01pm

June 18


Tony is achey.3:34pm




Tony woke up 2 hours before his alarm.10:25am


June 17


Tony "I'm one card short of a full deck".11:02pm




Tony isn't quite the ticket.10:59pm


June 16


Tony is in need of rejuvenation.8:02am


June 15


Tony is fuzzy.12:16pm


June 14


Tony off to Alton Towers.8:08am


June 13


Tony is in bed ready for an early start.10:16pm




Tony couldn't be much angrier.8:22pm




Tony It's Been Emotional.2:18pm


June 12


Tony feels the weight of the world.11:39pm




Tony is looking mighty fine. Even if he does say so himself!4:35pm


June 11


Tony has whiplash from his bungee jump!8:19pm


June 10


Tony needs lengthy, uninterrupted sleep. Please.11:07pm



Tony is fat.10:02pm


Tony is irritated with melodramatic kids.5:33pm


Tony is reading about law and stuff. Reet clever like.9:04am


June 9


Tony is in bed.10:17pm